Over Banalyzer

Sometimes, I feel like a baby learning how to walk. I get going with good thoughts, amazing thought processes, and I can actually touch my feelings (Which, I hate to say, doesn't happen as often as it did in my teenage years) and then *Boom*, I've fallen on my arse. Hard. It takes what feels like an eternity to get back up on my feet and try it again. Only that time around, I'm afraid to let go of my safety grip. Because I fear if I do, I'll fall right back down and be stuck in the same spot I just came from. Usually this theory holds true. This is one of those times.



My horoscope today said this: "You're letting your emotions get the better of you. Chill out, already!" I think I should listen.



I'm going to sit back, paint my nails red and see what happens.